When life is not fair
When all about life
Is that shortcoming and this shortcoming
When life is full of disappointment
What’s not fair
When you walk and work tirelessly hard
And pull that effort…these resources
Yet you still remain at the bottom of the ladder
And you’re not climbing up but remain there
What’s not fair
When you search and search
For a lasting loving companion
Yet love refuses to visit nor blink an eye your way
But just series of heartbreak been taking for fool
What’s not fair
When you watch others walked pass by in peers
And you are just one person mopol
With no backup anywhere
You build and chase your dream in the dark
Attain success in the dark all alone by yourself
What’s not fair
When you’ve labored and relentless work
Just to make your family live the life they desired
And it seems reaching that goal is
Far to reach too hold to touch
Locked up in your own world
Sick and snare by false affiliations everywhere
Fake smiles coupled with chicken kinds of love
A pain in the neck…the pinch of an enemy
Becoming deadly than the stab of a friend
What’s not fair
When the one you deeply love
Never reciprocated back the affection you have inside of you
When you’ve got to work on yourself
To cut some so much excess here and there
In becoming a better person
That you use to be yesterday in today for the future and for that special person
Our past shape our present
The past hurts and resentment
Suffice all the time when we have it near
Having what we love and adores most to our heart
The past all of a sudden suffice
To destroy and ruin all what we desire
That brings us so much joy and happiness
I know my past is the making of the ruin
Of the moment struggle so much to overcome it
Destroying the thing we love
We struggle to let it go
With so much help within
And all around people thinks one is too aggressive
And not been willing to let it go
When it hurts so bad like a volcano erupting inside
Deep within scream for help
Seeking urgent rehab like a psycho
Who is losing it all out not been able to contain it all
Allowing the past life to ruin the present life
Destroying the thing we love
Have got lots of excesses
With this short coming and that weakness
All littered here and there I can’t just help it
Without any shadow of doubt I know am not fine
And needed help ‘cos myself is getting the best of me
Like a thunder bolt it hits one hard
Hard to the deepest part of one
Everything is falling just apart
Life becomes uninteresting to staying in
Destroying the things will love the past catching up
Lord help me to let go of the past
And to come into that full healing of the past
To chase after life and move on in becoming a better place
Have tried and toil on my own I let go and let God
Help me and heal me so I wont keep
Destroying the things I love
